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&esp;&esp;甘瑅走后，最初的一两个月，甘棠没法接受现实。她每天回到家，都会下意识找一圈。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;gplo1x2jyfea9furbkwe5ianskbjp3yvnq7zlt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;他像个看不见的幽灵，当她在卧室里时，他仿佛留在自己的房间，当她找遍他的房间时，他又似乎躲进洗手间。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;pqajybs7t5svrfqawtrbunodz0fwvl61eh8u3njilt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;甘瑅没带走几样东西，以至于房屋陈设还保留原来的模样，桌上有些杂乱，甘棠最初想要整理，却又放弃了。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;fbfe6wr45rlkzja8o7yudgtkc0n2nixhzveiq1polt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;她不忍破坏他曾留下的痕迹。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;zgsvdahlqb1tvrqop89khfcukwu6yy72f0ijwbjlt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;只是，随着时间过去，桌上积了灰，甘棠终究还是得抹去那些痕迹。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;xdhsaytelvj1rqz2ob6yg8gnte7c0kacsr93hlt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;干净整洁的桌子，不会等来弄乱它的那个人。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;vagb4ibs5hfqnj6r1gh2ndvld8catyxes7ruuwlt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;寂寥吗？lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;2okrigntx1hekdp3yhwpnqr94zbzjxjcbs8fvllt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;甘棠缩抱成一团，睡在他的床上。贪恋着那一点残留的气息。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;o49lfu8v6xgh7jxqwcbkaf1tbljepz0nryoaikult;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;孤独吗？lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;ozyhr0jhdb8a1pfoykwxqfblciu7dwqggnkepczlt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;她不知道，一场相聚渺茫的分离，同死别有何区别。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;ifcqa0pjpntgo9vc83l6bf2arxzvybr4ldslt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;甘瑅抛下了她。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;qa6yxwkurntaldozodb0ew9hyvi3hj51iglt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;活人的抛弃不比死人，是出于自身意志抉择，因而显得更不可原谅。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;1joptgq84nw7bnpdev3ocy6ry2brvalg9jxklt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;甘棠因这个被一点点强化巩固的认知，对甘瑅恨意与日俱增。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;ca4xg795gvpekzsclrkfjvlqifyo3y8tb6uztlt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;他就最好死了。她咬牙切齿地想。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;ajniryzd9xtlgnudp5e7vsbsqvkbchw6xyhr4plt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;然后就梦到了他。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;rc7ou0jft4va9eszvn1xhcfhksb5iwkqxgpudzlt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;少年像只猫似的被抓住封进棺材，送进暗不见光的地底洞穴。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;fq3hkc68lxezo1by0bghkgs7wuveayvntztcrlt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;洞穴宽敞，两旁摆满密密麻麻的棺材。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;znsxcwjh2gvyxubrwyhvt5bgdo6iea9lj8crplt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;甘棠急的心急火燎，顾不得害怕，自那些棺材之间寻找甘瑅，小声唤他的名字。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;lo3bepzcx0kwyt4jzdsqrhgvikuhgdtryf5elsxlt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;后来，少年就推开棺材盖，慢悠悠坐起身招呼她，“姐，我在这儿呢。”lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;tc4cd1zbnirwvjqq386wihpyja2xoozvak5ubpnlt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;他的肤色苍白得近乎透明，在昏暗的洞穴里泛着淡而柔和的光。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;kx45yognjcd0rebtblshf7aezgizcwsylwvdvtlt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;迎着狂喜的甘棠，甘瑅只哀伤一笑，“姐，你来晚了，我没法离开了。”lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;l4yfu5xihowkssvckb2igg73zupved0ahn6ytaflt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;“我已经死了。”lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;zgvt7d5olj1qkgrvj09azirb6xnutqcupfpksylt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;怎么会这样？lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;jhrbwxegk16ad0sa4o9cqoskzxf5vp8wtztbplt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;甘棠难以置信地看着他，少年的一颦一笑都是这么鲜活，可他却说他死了。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;aeb5awlw0gfhsrh9p6gqnvdo4u71xvzsxjyf2olt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;她难以置信，去摸他的手，指尖触到的唯有冰冷坚硬，碰触只在一瞬，破碎，化开，散成齑粉。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;xuclyjvosqeut7gic1k5dk8wer3zral4pbf0o6qlt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;她看着他一点一滴自眼前化成烟一般细的粉末，落回棺材里。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;uvabehr9p7as1bgpqjvo0kilyitnfj2ezyn5lt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;甘棠看着自己颤得不成样子的指尖。那里正逐渐化作半透明的白，如同被点着的烟头。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;3c5p7tlrrxhknz2wdpvjggxavqoksae9niult;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;她心里一动，吹了一下，身体也跟着一节节化掉了。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;zluewhatbv615nj23gkp7zkoru9qdiofcpny8lt;blockotegt;

&esp;&esp;偏在这时，洞窟深处吹来一阵风，将她化成的那一把灰推得远了。lt;blockotecite=&039;ahref=tart=_bnkahref="https:po18"a&ot;tart="_bnk"css="pyright"style=&039;background:fff;border-left:5pxlid4a84ce;paddg:20px50px;&039;gt;2qiculyuxqk9ewfzhrbkgdw15x0teda8i6s74jclt;blockotegt;

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